Thursday, November 29, 2012

Top of the Line


What do I need to do to make you see?
You are everything I will ever need.
Your love is fruit from a poisonous tree.
Intrepid, addicting, a binding creed.

What do I have to say to make you stay?
Because ‘I love’ without ‘you’ is nothing true.
I could say this for forever and a day
It will be nothing new, it’s pressed into glue.

What do I have to play to make you hear?
The music that is blaring in my heart.
Which is only for you, only your ears.
It will be pinned on your heart with a dart.

I am so lucky that you are now mine.
Our love is top of the line on cloud nine.

The Strange Stranger


A lone man reading a newspaper,
Takes time to sip his black coffee out,
Of a paper cup
He looks calm and at ease.

Flips the page of the black magazine,
Folds the rest of the pages behind the rest of the pages
He was so interested.
He looks up quickly but doesn't notice me.

He looks at his sleek black phone
Bored.
He purses his pale, thin lips
Half smiling

A joke perhaps?

He is staring at the table,
Nothing in front of him,
But dirty dishes, 
Piled on top on one another

I wonder what he is thinking. 

Doors


Crisp, clean, white,
A door.
I walk towards it, peer in
A door to my right and left.
A mystery beyond.

What is behind each door?

I could be anything,
Cleaning produces, a security room,
Anything

One door looks old,
Rust matted the outside of the lock, corroding the key hole

The other looks new,
This had no lock, free to open and explore.

I imagine what lie beyond each.
Then I think…

The first door is my present – where I stand before both doors.
The second door is my past -  already drawn and printed.
The third door is my future - something I’ve yet to understand.

Supposed To Be (Slam Poem)


Is it worth it?
All these years of schooling that we commit?
Is that the point of life?
To spend it in a classroom under a surgical knife?
To gain knowledge for what?
For it to be thrown into a job with a pay cut.
For 20 years or more,
Forced like prisoners of war.
Forever fighting to keep a “good” education.
What will morticians find in a postmortem examination?
An empty shell of a girl that wasted her time
Participating in a victimless crime.

A crime that force-feeds people experience, humanity?
For the sake of Christianity.
I get a job that I spend another 40 years working at
Achieving nothing but a stat
On a board that has probably been keeping a tally
Like a lily of the valley
Keeps track of deaths
Keeps track of the breaths
That a girl can keep before she achieves freedom
From a serfdom
That keeps on going and going and going
Knowing, owing, towing

No life experience
I am inexperienced,
Inadequate for the real world,
I am stuck in a dream-world; twirled
Of what the real world is supposed to be
Shown what I am supposed to be to an intolerable degree.
The empty shell of a girl is blinded
Am I supposed to be well minded?
Or the scholar athlete and valedictorian of the year?
Because for this girl it’s definitely not crystal clear.
I didn’t learn about the world in school
Or the golden rule.

What do we live for?
Go through a Revolutionary War for?
For a job, an education, a reputation?
Or for a love, a family, a vocation?
I waste life away
Sitting in a room for hours a day.
Getting told what is right and wrong
Playing tag along with a loose cannonball
That I drag behind me, reminding me
I have to at least get an associate degree
When I just want to live life my way.
But I’m stuck in another school day. 

Muddled, Rainy Puddles


A snare, tangled vines constricted hope,
Mangled, strangled, broken.
Only a fool would believe there is an antidote,
A ticket out of here, a subway token.

A box, enclosed within are lies,
Undisclosed, juxtaposed, hidden
All closed up inside
Like everything is forbidden.

A muted sob, full of unheard pain.
Endured, curse word, survive
Silent but as public as a political campaign.  
I’d rather sky dive off a cliff doing a nose dive.

My mind, muddled, filled with rainy puddles
So befuddled, all grouped in huddles, laughing at my struggles.

Curve


Gravel crunches under the worn tires of the sleek, black Audi,
As it speeds its way up the single lane, winding mountain pass.
The moon is full in the black night sky,
Stars twinkle, millions of fireflies strung like lights from the tree tops.
A sharp turn, the driver’s headlights illuminate the next steep curve.
Frantic to escape his drunken wife, is up for any challenge.
                                                                                   
The complete darkness of the small road is proving a challenge.
Although, the driver loves his Audi.
It is not the most practically car to drive on the pass with so many curves.
No one could see the driver if they had happened to pass.
The driver harshly blinks his eyes which bore into the curve’s top.
Headlights rushes toward him, seemingly from the sky.

The headlights fall out of the sky,
Swerving, struggling to keep control of the mountain’s challenge.
The birds audibly flock from the tree tops,
As the lights continue, quickly, to approach the Audi.
The driver hastily veers left to let the speeding lights pass.
The driver can’t understand how the lights haven’t hit a tree as it, yet again, curves.

In blatant shock, the driver watches the birds in the sky flying in curves.
Time is running out the lights have left the sky.
The driver knows he isn’t getting a free pass.
The driver knows the lights, as well as himself, have both lost the challenge.
The lights are going to crash into the Audi.
The driver has five seconds to get out of his car and run, tops.

It just wasn’t enough time; he had a better chance of God rising above the tree tops.
The irony of the situation at hand was eerie, as the lights illuminate the sickening curves
Of an equally sleek car that belonged to the driver’s drunken wife, barreling toward the Audi.
The drunken wife is slumped back in her seat, head angled toward the sky,
Seemingly asleep, completely unaware of the pass’ challenge.
The two cars are face to face now; the driver mutters a prayer, begging for a quick pass.

And quick was the pass.
The ground quaked as well as the tree tops.
The crash looked painfully, warning people who were next to try the challenge.
The birds take flight, showing off how easily they take the curves.
The black mass of little, fluttering birds blanket the sky.
A few take a rest on the heap of cooling hunk of metal that used to be an Audi.

The mountain’s challenge has come to pass.
It left two dead, one welded chunk of metal containing an Audi and God-less tree tops.
The imaginary curves formed by the birds are still flying, undisturbed, uninhibited, in the sky.                                                                       

To My Robin Hood

While the World is Spinning revised (Because i didn't like it at all)


Dear Mom,
Thinking about it now,
I thank you about as much,
As a musician thanks his violin bow,
So thank you for being my crutch,
The person I can turn to in times of trouble,
Like the arrowhead at the end of the stick,
You’re my much needed air bubble,
When at the bottom of the sea and can’t kick,
I feel so far from the surface,
And I think staying under for good,
I feel myself resurface,
Because you’re my Robin Hood,
So thank you for rescuing me,
Giving me all I need,
A and B and C and D,
To help me to succeed.